one of those posts

that you shouldnt read if you are in a good mood or not a pervert.

when you start looking through the political schemes in work around you, you get liberated. You no longer feel that you are cheated. Because they no longer surprise you.
I give in only cos i am too bored of conversations/arguments that are so artificial, the other person even may know that you know that he is not talking from his heart. maybe he doesnt realise that you know all the while what he is talking about.
Its at the same time demotivating. It makes me want to ditch work, cos I know I am being paid less, lets not spell out than what.
One part in me has been saying that quit and get lost. Other part says that stay and solve the puzzle.
i would be happy if i am given the same work with minimal chances of facing humans, very less interactions with anybody. Anyways let me try for another three months to whatever levels i can. Lets see.

back ground thought:
There is this movie, I dont know if i blogged about it before - A young girl, of about 10 or 12, has a habit of making diary entries. She is neglected by her busy parents, and is taken care of, pretty fondly at that, by a nanny. The nanny even takes the girl with her on movie dates with her boy friend. One fine day, this diary gets into the girls class mates hands. They find nasty entries about almost everybody. Sarcasm dripping entries. Her best friend finds a few targetted at her. Not sure what it was, but do remember that it was very hurting. She loses all her friends. Word reaches nanny and she too finds not so nice entries about herself. her boy friend, her relation etc. The girl apparently has taken a opposite-of-rose eyed glasses view on everything. Tbe nanny is sad. She quits.
The film, not sure here, ends with saying that the girl went on to become a successful writer.
Anyone knows this film ?